The Premonition

After turning 26 on August 26, 2025, I felt this year was going to be different, though I didn’t know how or why. A few weeks after my birthday, I found myself heartbroken and depressed and completely misaligned with my career…

I started painting from a place of inspiration and passion that I witnessed at Art Basel Miami. I underestimated the change and transformation I would go through as a person. Painting changed me for the better in every aspect of my life, and here is why…

The term “lover girl” has evolved into a modern archetype of a hopeless romantic. The hopeless romantic that wears her heart on her sleeve and gives her love fiercely and fully to who she chooses. The receiver experiences a pure, unconditional love that gives everything but expects nothing in return.

To a child, the world is limitless, boundless, and infinite. All possibilities exist absent the constraints of limitations or labels. Dreams are endless, ideas are abundant, and creativity flows freely—the world feels like a playground. In this state, anything is possible…

As I stood in stillness, enveloped in silence, I felt a profound sense of overwhelm and awe—much like the feeling of witnessing a beautiful sunset or sharing a quiet, intimate moment with loved ones. Though I was observing the painting with my eyes, it felt as though my heart and soul were seeing it too…

They say that lucky people create their own luck. Indeed, Lucky created his own luck. His story begins on the Path of Truth.

Lucky was told that Truth was the final destination. However, to reach Truth, he would have to pass through both Darkness and Light. Darkness and Light could not speak in this story—they were to be felt.

Imagine a lost fish, drifting in the vast, uncharted ocean. If it keeps swimming, it will eventually find its way—whether to its intended destination or to someplace even better. But a fish that stops swimming, refusing to move forward, faces a quiet kind of death…

For most of my life, I never considered myself creative, let alone a writer. Yet, the past six months have been a journey of profound transformation—a cycle of constant death and rebirth. I found myself grappling with questions about who I am and felt an unshakable urge to break free from patterns in my life that no longer served me. Every aspect of my existence seemed like a struggle: my career, my relationships, and my mental health…